And the light you saw is just a killing ray,
You can count on me,
I'm your good estacy.
kamu semua manusia paling manis di saat tak terjangka. terima kasih tuhan, engkau buat aku jaga."
mereka, aku hargainya, sampai bila-bila.
dan jika boleh, bahagi nyawaku yang masih tertinggal,beri sahaja pada mereka.
aku mahu mereka hidup paling lama,paling gembira.
I looked at the sky and thought of my life
The blessed serenity that was never mine
I was denied so much even from the beginning
Exiled to the place where the sun doesn't shine
I peered through the window looking at the rain
The calmness of dawn keeping me sane
Even when the sky was majestically pink
Darkness surrounded me like my second skin.
Actually I am a kind of person with full of ideas. But I don’t know why, now, I can’t even think of something interesting instead of, eating? Yup~! I can’t stop chewing. My mouth is never been emptied. “
Suddenly I miss my family. My abah, umi, kakak, and adik-adik. Wonder what they have been doing now? Kakak just SMS'ed me, telling me how much she is missing me.(aku tipu ja ni, bertuah la sgt dia nak gtau yang dia rindu aku. hahaha). She is trying to pamper me as I am going to teach English in an elite school. Deymm it! Sangat mencuakkan. And also to think on an interesting and creative lesson plan everyday. Arghhhh! Penat sial! I feel like screaming out loud and jump off the highest
Whatever it is, I still manage to produce a poem entitled "TEARS".
I’ve tried to make it fall,
Even a drop, I failed,
I have been heartless,
Upon the warm hand that held mine before,
Upon the tender lips that kissed mine before,
Upon the figure that I’d been desired before,
Where all the passion goes?
Why am I no longer hunger for lust and love?
I am being heartless.
p/s: Thx again to Hope for inviting me to join this blog and 'mencurahkan' sedikit sumbangan. Nice one Hope!
bilang mereka, 'monyet sudah pandai bercanda'.
waktu aku boleh baca isihatinya dengan tukaran satu sen per mesej dan ayat yang boleh diringkas, aku ditawakan.
bilang mereka, 'cinta tidak perlu diselidik seharian, dilafaz semalaman'.
waktu aku dipimpin ke gerai keperluan dan ditaja lalu boleh mengangkat apa saja mahu, aku ditawakan.
bilang mereka, 'cinta boleh ditukarganti semudahnya'.
waktu aku pertahan segala melebihi syahjihan pada mumtaznya, melebihi romeo pada julietnya, melebihi apa adanya aku, aku ditawakan.
bilang mereka, 'apa kau sudah buta?'.
aku harus bagaimana?
I got lost there and didn't want to come back;
My heart is weak, very weak,
but you said that your heart race at the thought of me;
So I jump back into reality
and feel calm for the rest of the day.